Caution:smoke!

Caution:smoke!



I just got some incense from Walmart. The label reads:
WARNING:This product contains a chemical known in the state of California to cause cancer & birth defects or other reproducive harm
........
Yeah I'm scared now.
Oh well...
at least now own two Gothic & lolita bibles!!=3
Practicing sewing right now. I'm not too good at it but I might just make a costume for AWA 15! I can't wait! Of course it isn't the BEST anime convention ever but I wouldn't know. It's the only one I've been to but the people are nice(the only downside was the prices and the ever present otaku snobs). Yeah I've learned that otakus are just unavoidable in those situations. I'm glad I met some nice ones(I know rare much)there.
Drinking coffee(I'm addicted). The end of the school year is coming and no one else seems to care. I hate exams.
I'm looking for a job now. I WAS going to go to try for something I like but when the only lolita store I know of is FINALLY coming to the USA(Baby the stars shine bright) I have to:1Live in California were EVERTHING is and 2speak fluent Japanese(I'm barley passing Spanish II).
I even wanted to be a Hottopic model but no I also have to live in California(where everything is). I mean really is there a Nightmare before Christmas park in DisneyWORLD??
No, it's in DisneyLAND and where is that located??
CALIFORNIA
I know where I'm living when I get out of college.=3

Picture by Claire Belton
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# Posté le mardi 21 avril 2009 18:00

Modifié le mardi 21 avril 2009 18:17

Strange intrest in plants...

After reading Witch child by:Rees I got the urge to look up herdal remedies and come to find out, most of them work, slowly but they work.
Lavender is nice for both smelling and ink(or at least I think you can make ink with it). I also like the idea of calligraphy and making ones own ink.
My mom got some new creepy dolls and one(that I really like) is from 1929.
Shes really pretty but she had alot of reconstructing done.
I might make a list of movies I like later...or books...or both.
Still ubsessed with fashion(no duh).
I found tons of cool stuff online.
Need to write alot more. I can never write enought to fit the pic.s I put out to the side on the blogs.
Still have to clean my room*eyeroll*.
There is WAY too much clutter in there and no one wants to help.
Strange intrest in plants...
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# Posté le samedi 14 mars 2009 18:00

Lily gardens and coffee shops...

Lily gardens and coffee shops...
Went to New moon cafe today with Jenn. We had thier white chocolate mocha and cranberry pecan muffin, it's really good for those of you who visit there. We started making figurines out of pipe cleaners. Then we walked down to Treasures of the world and she got herself some lily incense(Darshan brand :D).
Going to the flea market next week to go to the celtic shoppe. Watching Stepmom now. Glad I got a bottle of Starbucks coffee. Going to watch Wall.e and Underworld soon. I signed up for Maple story again.
Reading the Mediator series, on book 3 now. Got my white Gloomy bear plush hat from ebay:]]
Going on March the 20th to Hot topic for the DVD release of Twilight. And there you have it...what I've been up to lately.
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# Posté le samedi 14 mars 2009 17:31

Modifié le samedi 14 mars 2009 17:45

Re-reading New moon

Yep, you all see the title. I just finished re-reading Twilight by Mrs. Meyers. Three more books to go.:=D. New moon isn't one of my favorites but I'm really forcing myself to re-read it so I can remember what happened. I haven't read it since its release in 2006. I could be reading Midnight sun if some jerk didn't leek her drafts online:[. I know shouldn't have read it but she(Meyers) has put it on her site so I did and now I pray she writes it (the draft is better than I thought it would be).
I'm also waiting on Mrs.Schrieber to issue out the new covers to the Vampire kisses series. I don't know why everyone didn't really like the An=merican model on the cover of #5, I thought she looked rather pretty compaired to the French one. I accually thought out of all of France, you got this ugly girl to play Raven Madison? I'm sure there are far more lovely ladys in France than her. From what I've seen, people over there and anywhere other than where I live,(sorry guys!!) look way better than people from here (again sorry guys!!!). I wish I lived in the north. everyone says it's more goth-friendly up there. More Gloomy bears, more Emily the Strange, and even more Visual Kei stuff. Down here we just have Hot Topic, Spencers, and thrift stores. It's a good thing I'm learning to sew. I made a fish-tail white shirt with black lace corseting to back and everyone seemed to like it so I guess I'm not that bad at it. I even repaired my thigh-high stripped stockings!!:]] I'm trying Flourishing but it's terribly hard to do for someone with sloppy hand writting. Listening to Emilie Autumn's Liar on my playlist.


Lyrics
Liar by:Mrs.Autumn

"I want to hold you to the sun
I want to be your faithful one
I want to show you all the beauty you don't even know you hold
I'm hurting you for your own good
I'd die for you, you know I would
I'd give up all my wealth to buy you back the toy you never sold

I want to mix our blood and put it in the ground
So you can never leave
I want to win your trust, your faith, your heart
You'll never be decieved

Liar, liar, liar, liar
Liar, liar, liar, liar
Liar, liar, liar, liar
Liar, liar, liar, liar
Liar, Liar

I want you to heal you pretty sweet
(I want to heal you pretty sweet )
I'll throw rose petals at your feet
I'll spend eternity comparing all my poetry to yours
I want to see love through your eyes
(I'll throw rose petals at your feet )
You'll never have to compramise
I'd give up all my fame to bite your demons and your bloody woes

I want to mix our blood and put it in the ground
So you can never leave
I want to win your trust, your faith, your heart
You'll never be decieved

Liar, liar, liar, liar
Liar, liar, liar, liar
Liar, liar, liar, liar
Liar, liar, liar, liar
Liar, liar

Are you suffering?
Are you suffering?
Are you suffering?
Are you suffering?
Are you suffering?
Are you suffering?
Are you suffering?
Are you suffering?
Are you suffering?
I want your suffering
I want your beautiful suffering
I want to see your pain
Are you suffering?
I want your suffering
I want your beautiful suffering
I want to see your pain
Are you suffering?
I want your suffering
I want your beautiful suffering
I want to see your pain
Are you suffering?
I want your suffering
I want your beautiful suffering
I want it! I want it!

I want to mix our blood and put it in the ground
So you can never leave
I want to win your trust, your faith, your heart
You'll never be decieved

I want to mix our blood and put it in the ground
So you can never leave
I want to win your trust, your faith, your heart
You'll never be decieved

Liar, liar, liar, liar
Liar, liar, liar, liar
Liar, liar, liar, liar
Liar, liar, liar, liar
Liar, Liar
Liar, Liar

I want to mix our blood and put it in the ground
So you can never leave
I want to mix our blood and put it in the ground
So you can never leave
I want to mix our blood and put it in the ground
So you can never leave
I want to mix our blood and put it in the ground
So you can never leave"


Drinking green tea(better for you than coffee) and it's hard when your addicted to caffiene. I'm also making a "musical scrapbook" for my Valentine(yeah, it's alittle late but so what). I'm protesting cleaning my room because it's not truly my room unless I have my way with it. I'm also working on my online book of shadows. I'm still imputing the meanings of certain colors and stones and weekdays. Too bad none of them are as easy as the moon cycle. I watched Nightmare before christmas for valentines day(for the billionth time.). I was thinking of getting a diffrent color of red for my hair. Mabey a tad darker. Oh yeah, I forgot, I'm trying to make my own website!! Not working out well.... I might write another blog later on today.
Re-reading New moon
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# Posté le dimanche 15 février 2009 17:38

Inspirational fashion links

Inspirational fashion links
I'm starting to learn how to design and create my own clothing. I get alot of help from a little inspiration and alot of caffeine:]. All I need now is to learn how to use my big brother( my sewing machine's brand is "brother").
Links:
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Candy fruit(Warning:preverse content!)
Cute salad
Vivcore
Candy violet
Drac in a box
Vecona
Sex pot revenge
My group album
Angelic pretty
Emily the strange
Berserk
Bat gear beyond(click style your looking for in right panel)
Hot topic
Kambriel
Gloomth
Pyramid collection
Black Alice
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# Posté le mercredi 28 janvier 2009 17:24

Modifié le mercredi 28 janvier 2009 17:56

Drawing & reading...

Drawing & reading...
When it happens™ by: Susane Colasanti was better than I thought it would be. From the cover it looks like every other teen romance novel but its clear how wrong that is when you read the first page. I'm also going through the same relationship struggle Sara(the main character) is going through except I haven't found my Tobey yet.
Tobey=


I took a break from the book to draw and mabey get something to drink. CocaCola™ isn't my favorite but we ran out of Full Throttle™ so I guess Coke it is. It burns my throat going down but at least I'm not dehydrating.
I was thinking mabey I should put my story I've been working on in the next article. It doesn't have a title yet(◊anybody wanna help with that?◊) but the idea of this screwed up Wonderland really inspires me and mabey I can get out of this writters block soon so I can continue with the 2nd chapter.
Now that I finally look down at my drawing, I know I need to practice more. My chins and eye indentions look wak but at least the eyes and ears are even. I'm also better at drawing hands than most people but I can't draw guys and I can't draw the chest well so I can only work on head shots for now.
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# Posté le mardi 20 janvier 2009 20:03

Modifié le mardi 20 janvier 2009 20:19

★supertackular☆

★supertackular☆
I've just stuffed my face. I won't starve for a while:]. I rented The Covenant, it was alright but I might need to see it again to understand it. I've seen Underworld a bunch and i still can barley comprehend it.
I feel ★supertackular★ now its great. I need to workout more though. Mabey do some yoga.
End of Monday.

Tuesday...
I just saw the new covers for the Vampire kisses series on Ellen Shrieber's blog.
They're amazing! I like how victorian they look.
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# Posté le mardi 20 janvier 2009 00:35

Modifié le mardi 20 janvier 2009 19:31